The last 6 weeks have been a rollercoaster. A sentiment that I am sure is echoed in your life, and lives across our globe. This is unlike anything I have seen in my short years on this earth, and yet, so familiar to stories from history. I had set aside the social media aspects of … Continue reading Let’s try this again
Somehow the cacophony of chaos drowned out the voice of the Holy Spirit whispering Jubilee over my life. Every time we would catch our breath, someone would throw another crap pie in our faces. It has been an endless cycle trying to scramble out of the pit, only to have the walls collapse under our feet.
When you've lived in a season of hard for a long time, a season that feels endless, where each step forward is met with crumbling ground, and each inch gained is met with forceful resistance, it is easy to let weariness become your baseline. But weariness was never meant to be our normal. We were created to have joy in the midst of all the terrible happenings, peace when chaos reigns supreme, and confidence in the one who writes the story.
As we sat around eating frozen custard with my parents, my mom casually mentioned the Ash Wednesday service at her church. I was raised Lutheran, familiar with the liturgical calendar and symbolism found in the routines and rhythms there in. The smudge found on the forehead of so many today a reminder that they were … Continue reading Something New, But Still Familiar
Sometimes the dreams we are dreaming are not the dreams the Lord gave us to dream, and when we remove them, we make room in the soil for better things to grow.
As I've been surviving this, what seems never ending, season of hard, I've been trying my hand at new things. I took up watercolor painting which I love. Desperately. That started simply one night as I wept in my bed, worshipping, wondering when it would ever end, and why were we walking through all these … Continue reading Wonky Pots Still Hold Plants
I have a confession. I am high skilled at the art of failing to follow through. I can spitball ideas and plans with the best of them. I can even begin in the project, but when it comes to finishing, well... I'm not saying I never finish anything. I've got at least as many books … Continue reading Permission Granted
Since I took a small hiatus from sharing life, I thought maybe a quick catch up was in order. Although many of the things I'm going to share really require their own space here. Because a lot has happened. And very little of it good.
In fact, we found ourselves handed one poop pie after the other over the past year and a half.
Happy New Year. It's been a minute, or something more like 364,000 minutes. Yeah, I looked it up. It is strange to me to think about that. That I started this blog with the intention of sharing, with whomever may read, my life, struggles and lessons learned along the way. But for some reason, I … Continue reading Happy New Year
I think all too often people see me as having my act together. I have had many people tell me I'm some sort of rock star or super hero. If anyone was thinking that, let me just clear things up for you a bit...my life, more than the fairytale people have spun...is often like this … Continue reading Poo under paper